I'll call you

Is it creepy that i keep your number in my phone, the white light illuminating and lingering on it for 5 minutes before i get the courage to "accidentaly" hit the call button. Thinking that if you pick up i can just play it off as a pocket dial. the first ring i'm determined, the second ring i'm nervous, the third ring i'm second guessing. My heart is beating fast and i'm half way hoping you don't pick up. By the fifth ring im sure your not going to answerr and Midway through the sixth ring cut short
"Hello"
My heart beat slows.
that hello was all i wanted to hear so i hang up
and smile silently to myself.