Gone...gone...

I know now I could not find another,
I had a chance and didn't seize the chance,
I opened myself up like I had not before,
We never once shared a dance,
Not a day goes by,
When you aren't on my mind,
I try not to cry,
It's you I try to find,
You are gone,
I am still here,
I am still drawn,
When will this pain disappear?