Gone so long

Smelling your musty smoke stained breath.
Feeling your soft gripping masculine touch.
Hearing your deep teasing sarcasm talk.
Seeing your fixed gazing sexual eyes.
Saying your name with my smile you loved.
But its all over now.
It's been over and gone so long.
Taken from me by greater forces.
I stood my,
Our,
Losing battle.
But she stood harder.
Fulfilled you more than I could.
Satisfied you more than I did.
Gave you what you wanted.
I was what you wanted,
What you needed.
"I understood you better than any",
You once told me.
You saw a future in us.
Left me heartbroken,
Helpless,
Hopeless.
Come back to me,
Stay with me.
We can start again.
Make it all happen,
Better this time for sure.

You'll choose her.
Forget me.
Regret me.
Please love me,
Tell me.