Sometimes I wish I would die,
Every night, I sit and cry,
My dreams are full of nightmares,
And the more I tell, the less people care,
So many reason why my life stinks,
All I can do is sit and think,
I think about you every night,
I want to be with you, every moment in time,
A while back, we broke up,
Since then, I've had bad luck,
The hardest thing is holding on, when you've let go,
Sooner or later, I had to let you know,
If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be crying,
You've cause me to be internally dying,
You're the one who broke my heart,
You're the reason my world fell apart,
Now, I have received your love message,
And this is how you want me to understand it:
Sometimes you have to hold your head up high,
Blink away the tears and say goodbye..
But, because it was my heart that let you in,
Your heartless request can never happen,
Now that I've got your message to my heart,
My message to yours, will now start:
As soon as forever is through,
That's when I'll be over you,
Even though you've given up,
When I see you, my heart still jumps,
But, it's when you tell me to move on,
That's when I'll start walking home,
When I get there, I'll lock my doors,
Close my eyes, sleep, and wish to wake no more.
-Kristin Lewis
