Fairy tales don't mean anything to me anymore. yes they are good to watch, but i stopped believing that they could come true. that there is actually a happily ever after. because there is NO SUCH THING as fairy tales coming true. its completely & utterly impossible. I'm tired of acting like everything is going to turn out okay, like how it does in fairy tales, or t.v/movies in general, but there's a possibility that it frigging isn't. happy endings aren't just going fall in to your hands. you gotta work for it. crap, if it was that easy, then i think that everyone would be frigging happy. but everyone isn't. happiness, trust, the goo goo eyes, the frigging fairy tale crap isn't going to just happen. you gotta put your heart, soul, EVERY SINGLE THING into the relationship in order to get that happy ending; and even then it doesn't last as long as you want it. things happens. but if you really want something to work, you put everything you can into the relationship to keep it going. the only time it won't work is if you give up trying, if you don't care anymore because if you don't care, then it doesn't matter anymore. there's just gunna be an ending; and not a happy ending, just an ending.
