What am I to you?

I wouldn't mind sitting on a train with you
I wouldn't mind seeing a text from you
Wouldn't mind if you would call me
I wouldn't mind doing something terrible with you
I wouldn't mind if you'd drive me insane
I wouldn't mind if I would have to take a plane
Because at least I would be with you

I wouldn't mind searching for you at all these different places
Because when I finally find you, I would at least be with you

Would you mind?
Well, the thing is, I don't know...
And I hate not knowing that..
Maybe it doesn't mean anything to you
Maybe you don't care
While I do, it's not fair...

Who likes me for me?

How do you know you're the only one for 'your' guy?
How do you know you're not just 'a' girl passing by?
How do you know you're not one of the many?
Because there is nothing worse than liking a guy
Thinking you're all he needs while he's actually already saying goodbye..
Nothing worse than someone who makes you feel good
While that feeling is unjust cause he's making you feel happier than you should
Cause it's all fake
And you're just another mistake

How can you find out what he thinks of you?
Without asking him directly cause that's too embarrassing to do..

And what if the answer is not what you hoped it would be?
Then you'd feel sad and it would be another black page in your diary..

And like this you go on and on and on...
Waiting for the right guy to come along
For the guy who doesn't close the door on you
Who doesn't make you feel like a mistake
Who doesn't make you feel like just 'a' person
Who does not already say goodbye to you the moment you thought you were building something together
Who doesn't always make you wonder: am I good enough...
Someone who will let you into his heart
Who won't rip it apart
A guy who will go for you all the way
Someone who will always stay
Who doesn't take the easy way out and runs away
When he comes across disasters along the way

Someone you can count on
Someone you have fights with but who doesn't turn his back on you
Someone who sticks around and knows what to do
Someone who leaves you you
Wouldn't that be nice?
Wouldn't that leave a spark in your eyes?
Wouldn't that make you able to get through every day?
Hope all of you and I will find true love that lasts and make your worries about finding 'the' right person go away
That is what I pray...

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