Heart felt triggers

Why should I sit and gloat,
Whilst you sit surrounded by your moat.

You did the dirty, and you did the deeds,
From day one, you only cared for your needs.

Imagine the selfishness and smug face,
I trusted you enough to go without a trace.

What we had was exciting and a thrill,
Now your name goes through like a drill.

Yes I did wrong too, I admit,
But around you, my heart just lit.

Now I'm left like a beggar,
As each day passes, I warm to that trigger.