Evol is Love Spelled Backwards

I do what I can
To keep away my fears
To get through the darkness
To fight through my tears

It truly is him
The one I fell for
After a while
I felt that my heart tore

Our love is no more
It has torn apart
But through all this mess
He still has my heart

Another guy came
He treated me right
Not long after thats
He was in my thoughts at night

I thought I liked him
But was unsure
All I know is I loved it
When he came to my front door

I still dont know
Exactly what I want to do
But the choice was made
I started something new

Now he's changed his mind
That he could take me back
But why now
Did I gain something I lacked?

I'll lay here and wonder
Trying my hardest not to cry
Think about what I've gone through
While tears form in my eyes

Still not knowing
I I did wrong
So I'll lay here along
Singing our song