The day that is lost...

You saved yourself from me.
Its like when you got away you were free.
You don't exist in my world anymore.
Its not the same as it was before.
You went through hell for me, wasted.
As soon as you left me it was heaven you tasted.
Our memories don't exist anymore.
They disappeared when you walked out the door.
The memories we shared are cold and covered in frost.
Our someday is now forgotten and lost.
Memories of you are bullets to the brain.
Memories of you are filled with nothing but pain.
All that's left is agony and hatred.
We had it all but now its wasted.
Wasted on a day that will never come.
Wasted on what I've become.
Now that everything has changed.
Nothing will ever be the same.
I will seek comfort in the nothing that we are to each other.
Our memories have burnt out and have begun to smother.
Ashes are all that remains.
Nothing will ever be the same.
Memories whisper your name.
Hatred uncovers my disdain.
You went through hell for me, wasted.
Now all that's left is hatred.
I hate how I feel for you.
Soon this hatred will be true.
You've already begun to fade.
Loving you was a mistake.
Our someday will never come back.
Our someday is a memory that is fading to black.

...with love