To end.

A sudden change,
a big crash,
an unexpected departure.

like kneeling on sand
slowly feeling the granules
force into your flesh.

has torn my life in two.
and has left me, and my wishes,
to die in tears and laughter.

i never wanted to end this bitterly.
to end it in a quick flicker of light.
yet your soft yet harsh words left me shattered.

i turned away since it hurt.
until i realized...
I've taken the wrong turn.

forever meant 'to end'
shouldn't have said that, though.
now we are forever. which i think means 'we're over'

wow.
this is it?
after all we've been through.

i wanted to be you easiest hello.
and your hardest goodbye.
seems like its the other way around.

i keep waiting for every single tomorrow.
for you to notice that I'm yearning for your attention.
your love.

if you wont,
I shall beg.
and give up all i have in me.

no.
not again.
you haven't seen the last of me.