I Don't Care Anymore

I woke one day to this feeling
it was so solid so known
like it had been there all along
all I thought about you was wrong

Once more I heard those vicious calls
and I lost respect for you
I began seeing what everyone said was true
you were never my friend

There was nothing special about us
I listened intently to my heart for days
and it spoke through what you had to say
never optimistic and always dramatic

Day after day it was the same
lie after lie those games you played
who would you be today
what name would you choose

Funny how you hate me but only came spying
now a permanent member
in a place you never went before
with all of those things you wanted me to know

How cruel you thought I was
but I realized how selfish you could be
how truly mean you were behind the scenes
after all you did to me you wanted to hurt me more

Now I moved on past your pain
I truly don't care if you find love again
I don't want to be your friend anymore
I have grown past you and your tantrums

I was such a fool to ever have a mere crush
I am ashamed now of all the times I thought it was love
I truly truly do not care what you do or where you go anymore
just please stay very far away from me

You keep score and try to cover your guilt too much
but people like me see people for who they are
and I finally saw a man I wished I was never a part of
like so many before me I don't want to know you anymore
just as everyone warned me

You only care when you get caught
my warning to others who think it is love
hang on and wait because you can never be loyal
you made me a better person by learning the predators to avoid
I just don't care about you anymore