Life Put to Rest

Try to imagine, your self in a place
No one acknowledges, your presence or face
Why don't they hear me, or look when I speak
Is the clothes that I wear, that makes me a freak

You all are the reason, for the pills that I take
Last year I was cornered, almost drowned in a lake
They left me for dead; i still hear their sounds
The horrible laughs, while I lay on the ground

Two years have gone by, since that late night may
When my body was used, my vision left gray
They said I was pretty, they liked my spring dress
do I need to explain, you all know the rest

Imagine your life, and each passing year
Your memories bad, and your future you fear
But its over for me, no more tears I will shed
Im taking these pills, as I get ready for bed