Why?

Totally feelin' the pain tonight..
Thinking back and remembering all I've been through.
Remembering all I've been through with you.
You made me laugh, you made me cry.
But still I cannot get myself to understand why.
Why does it always end this way?
Why do I leave & wish I had stayed?
I guess all I can do now, Is wish.
I wish the best for you.
I cry, not knowing what to do next..
Just hoping you'll come hold me..make me feel alright.