Gypsy Love

I always thought we'd be together no matter the cost,
I thought it would be a fight wed win but we clearly lost.
You keep taking my heart and throwing it away,
I'd give you anything to have you for one more day.

I can't hold it together much longer honestly,
But I really think you have no integrity,
Nothing makes sense since you've left me behind,
You can't keep walking in and out, you won't ever be mine.

I've accepted the fact you won't ever care,
But it won't be any easier even if you were there.
I'm scared to let myself be in love again,
I don't want you in my life even as a friend.

The oceans are over powering I'm slowly drowning,
I'm not happy regardless of how I'm sounding.
My hearts bleeding and starting to slow,
This time I can't get up from this final blow.

If I could have I would have given you the world,
You stabbed my heart countless times with a sword.
Stitches can't heal the way this hurts,
I'm starting to think loves just a worthless curse.