Lost in crowd

From ahead I hear my friends calling me,

From behind bunch of people is what i see,

Time ticks and everything has to change,

I am like ice stiff and cold without sense.

Am i still the same or am i lost,

People stare at me as if i am ghost,

Everyone have gone ahead in their life,

I am just back lingering with my grief .

My heart and soul remains still like insane,

Sorrows and pain come in my life like chain.

My heart aches like its melting in fire,

Living with emptiness, I am just tire.

Hiding inside darkness dreaming for sunshine,

Someone just pick me up and keep in turbine.

I want to grow up and act mature enough,

Show everyone I can fight being tough.