2 Years Too Late

Its been two years since I've left
And since then I've built a wall
Too afraid to let anyone in
Too afraid to fall

I did it once, and once was enough
to learn what love could do
I thought you were the one for me
But I guess that she did too

Its been two years, and I still blame you
for ruining any chance I had
to open my heart to a gentleman
Who wanted to take my hand

He was so sweet,
he was so right,
but I kept going back,
back to that night

You ruined me
And I am alone
Yet there you are
a house, a home

a brand new town
a brand new wife
two beautiful babies
a brand new life

I can't erase the your actions
from my mind
all the secrets,
all the lies

It's been two years
And I still cant give anyone a chance
I have no trust for anyone
You screwed me up that bad

So I hope someday you realize,
what its like to be played a fool
I hope you meet your match
and she takes your ass to school