I write these words knowing they'll never be read
by the one who's turned me to stone
but if by chance they mean something to you
please feel free to make them your own
If I had one wish I think it would be
for you to just be at peace
even if that meant I would be all alone
I know you would be happy at least
See I am odd I guess I don't want to address
that you left me out here to die
In a desert so cold yet also so bold
as to smile then laugh as I cry
Part of me hopes your safe with him
whoever he may be
the other part hopes next time he leaves
his car slams into a tree
I often think what would I do
If I saw you two walking one night
I'd probably say little to nothing to you
but introduce your new "friend" to my right
Am I ever in a thought of yours?
is there nothing of me left behind?
Is there even room for me inside your heart
or has it locked me out for all time?
I find myself now back home again
in town visiting old friends
with no number to call your obviously gone
its too late there's no making amens
My sweet girl I am glad for the time that we had
I hope deep down you are too
but I will not be a part of this thing that I feel
its time to move on to something new
I have been wounded and sore for way too long
there will be no more thinking of you
I will not be in pain and misery
I will not be sad and blue
I can no longer feel this city is dark
that its depressing and black and old
when I see the places that we once sat
I can no longer feel that they're cold
It is sad to think that for the rest of my days
I will never again smell of your hair
never hear your sweet voice in the middle of the night
never touch your skin soft and bare
I shall never again gaze deep into your eyes
and forget about time and space
and never again will our lips meet
leaving me dreaming all night of their taste
Now its time to live life without your love
its a hard thing to have to do
I hope I can find somebody one day
that comes close to the way I loved you
