Our Story

At first all I thought it was just silly cyber love. There's no way two people from two different worlds could ever be together so I thought. We met on a silly online chatroom talked for about 6 months then I got to see that beautiful smile of yours. It's brighter then the sun, and those blue eyes light up the dark sky. I was shy at first then warmed up to you and for a moment I thought you were with me for good. Then the weekend came to the end and you had to back home. I wasn't ready to let you go and i also wasn't ready to go back with you. We talked for awhile on the phone web cam and such, but it just wasn't the same. Cried myself to sleep for months cause I just wasn't ready to give up everything I had to start over. So I said I needed some time, and I did some stupid things which i'm not proud of. Then I told you about them and I knew it was over. You got a new girl after a while and i begged you to take me back but why would you? Would I have took you back probably not. I was so hurt cried and cried for days. Still talking to you, still hoping. Lies after lies, heartbreak after heartbreak. You said we couldn't talk anymore which was maybe for the best but I didn't want that and I know either did you. You deserved someone who was there and could give you everything I couldn't so I decided to let you go. Time helped me heal and my bestfriend. She pulled me out of so many hard times dealing with the pain of losing you. So I moved on, just wanted for you to be happy. I thought you were until I heard stories that you weren't. I blamed myself, I wish i could've just got over my fears and moved there to be with you or even just to visit but I was selfish. Then after two years, I heard you and that girl broke up. She hurt you like I hurt you. I felt more pain then you could ever imagine. I decided to reach out to you and try to make you smile again and at first you didn't want anything to do with me but then you came around. I decided I needed to be with you in person forever. So I decided to move 1500 miles for you. So here I am after two plus years of hurting. I'm sitting here writing this in our apartment. We have tough times but we will over them and i'm sure more to come. Been there for 4 12 months now and I couldn't be happier. I love you my babylove forever&always.