I am lost in thought
i am numb inside
when pain explodes
i seem to die
no-one knows
or seems to care
that today is my specail day
of the year
i go places i dont want to be
when all i want is to be surronded by family
to laugh
to talk
it seems like a cake walk
i dont know
or seem to understand
why cant today be happy
and grand
but today is just like the rest
its a forgotten birthday
put to rest
