Although I know my mind grows old my mind still feels so young and strong.
I have more to give.
I don't want to quit.
There's a debt to my heart that I want to fix.
I've given love up at the cost of my emotions, and all the walls around me seem to close in.
Though I've managed to save my emotions a deep worry and longing grows within.
Sometimes I wonder if I made the right choice treating love as a simple child's toy.
Was it worth it? Do I deserve it? Can I control it if my heart cracks a bit?
Questions that hold me. Questions that control me. Questions that would keep other people rolling.
These things seem so simple but it's really not.
Not when you're caught in this situation I find so tough.
Even in paradise there are two sides. There's this thing I call pleasantry.
Then when it ends you lose everything.
You played your cards right and you had every ace.
You lit a spark and it blew up in your face.
Then you're sitting there dazed.
You're just so amazed because everything you had just got erased.
Yet you wonder if she still wants you.
In the end you're saying I just don't know.
