Why Do I?

Why do I still hurt
And why do I still cry
Why do I still want you
When all you did was lie

Why do I still have all this pain
Why won't it go away
Why do I still think of you
Each and every day

Why do all these tears
Still run down my face
Why does my heart feel so shattered
And torn out of place

Why do I feel so alone
Why do I still miss you
And wonder where you are
When you don't do it too

Why do I still care
And hope one day you'll call
When you could just be sitting there
Hoping I won't call at all

Why do I still have this hope
That you still care for me too
When you probably don't think of me
The way I think of you

Why do I still feel
Like my hearts been torn in half
Why do I care when as far as I know
All you did was laugh

Why do I still feel
Like you still hold my heart
When for months now
We've been split apart

Why do I still remember
Everything you would do
I wish now that I would have said
That I really do love you

I remember the way you held my hand
And the way that you kissed me
I don't think you do but I keep hoping
That maybe you too miss me

Why do I even wonder
Why do I still care
Why do I still dream
And keep wishing you were there.