Tearstained Cheeks And Bloodshot Eyes

My heart is pounding,
tears stream down my cheeks
the beatings resounding
my body feels weak

the room is hollow
my mind is empty
it hurts to swallow
its hard to breathe

to love me is to understand me,
but i'm not easy to love
i've been picked through, and abandoned
when I needed them most

the walls are moving ,
but my world is frozen
the vicodin is strong
but i'm still broken

I can be your addicition
but I I can't be what you need
I'll keep you satisfied with my body
but I'll wreck your world if you fall in love with me

don't let me get your heart,
or drip my poison on your lips,
I'll tear your world apart
blood pouring from your broken heart'll drip

the lack of love to gain,
from this aimless relationship
why'd you pick me to steal your last name?
and be your hellbent trip

You can't feel my heart
its cold to the touch
you can't win my heart
it's been through too much