Oh Jen, this broke my heart...
I want to tell you that I loved the flow, how smooth it was, how the thoughts were hurried, and how well penned this was...but even though it was...
I just want to tell you that the words cut through me, that ache in the words, that feeling of numbness, how it feels not to feel anything, how everything comes so quickly, just broke my heart...I hate to think this is how you feel...I feel it too sometimes...but it does pass...and people would not be happy...you are loved!

Hugs to you...xx

Wow, this blew me away and broke my heart!!!! Outstanding poem!!! 100/100

I don't even know what I am writing, only that my thoughts are blocked and hidden right now, like a four leaf clover in a meadow.
^This was an interesting opening. I like the four leaf clover simile, I do feel like they are often hidden, hard to find. However, I see light within this line, I feel as though perhaps this four leaf clover is hope and a better life yet to be seen, yet knowing it's there somewhere. It could also be contradicting because it symbolizes luck, but lately it hasn't been all rainbows and butterflies for you, so with that you may feel like your 'luck' is gone.

I see you at a very vulnerable state here. It makes sense why you wouldn't want anyone's help...sometimes people tend to make it through their problems on their own, sometimes the thoughts and such of others may not be helpful. Space is often much needed to clear our mind, hopefully soon enough your mind will be clear and everything will make sense. I can only hope you feel better soon!