My Dearest how I have hurt you so
I have broken a promise a vow long ago
I swear that if i could hold you tight
That no matter what everything would be alright
Still i made a stupid mistake
And for this my life i tried to take
But some helped save my life
An for that i reward him by being his wife
My Dearest the angel who saved me was you
Despite all the hurt i put you through
Why did shove your fingers down my throat
Make me throw up those pills is this a joke?
Without you i would have died that day
Nothing i can fathom no words to say
I was a lost cause an confused
Did you simply let me live to feel used
