I am waiting by the?

I am between flood and tide,
A part of me is flooded with emotion,
The other is drained in worries,
The average is normal,
I don't like to be normal.

I am watching the best love story,
It is floating inside my eye lit,
Some are painted in blue,
Another is in black and white,
Silky stockings dance with me.

I am waiting patiently,
For my love my time to feel happiness,
I have waited for a long time,
It is like a novel with 1000 pages,
And the closer to the last page I don't know.

I am counting each second and minute,
Now I don't know the numbers in Slovak,
My future is based on my knowledge,
A goddess is becoming my wife,
And I am becoming a life.

Decades will come with your smile,
Now in solid form and with filled lips,
Ready for emotions and touches,
Shaped like and Almond,
Your lips are soft like the finest grade of silk.

Am I dreaming? Standing at the altar waiting,
To see the door opening for you..

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