My love for you is real

You've seen bits and pieces of my pain
some old , some knew
helping me work it through
at times you help keep me sane
sometimes keeping the pain away.

At times I'm happy
giggly and fun
but sometime i just want to run
to keep the pain at bay
so i wont feel it when you walk away.

ya i get scared
and sometimes don't be fair
I yell and scream for you to leave
And in my eyes the tears you don't see
But in my hear its killing me.

so just think before you go
and only see my shell
try too look deeper
see how i feel
because in my heart
my love for you is real.