Am I running from you or from myself ?

Am I running...from you..or from myself ?

Neither to think about you nor to text...
Either try to busy myself in work or to sleep...

Each day I am telling my heart not to wait for you...
Every moment not to love you...

Heart skips to beat when I saw you online...
Another beat is skipped when I logged out...

Eyes got wet when I think about you...
Strangely my lips smiled because of lovely memories with you...

Moment I get up the first thing that came into my mind is you....
When I close my eyes I see only you...

Still explaining my heart that you don't love me...
Its only me who loves you....