Its funny how we hide emotions
Never let them show,
I smiled as you walked away
Hoping you'd not go,
I laughed when I was broken
My heart no longer whole,
Trying not to cry for you
Not wanting them to know,
To me, you were everything,
But I, nothing to you,
So I made my decision
Knowing what to do,
Take care of my little boy
While you run to her,
No one knows what I'm going through
Or how great i thought you were,
So they will never understand
Why I feel this way,
Dry your face what's done is done
Is all they ever say,
So many people question it,
They often wonder why,
But when you've hit rock bottom,
Its hard not to cry.
Here I am alone again,
Stuck inside my thoughts
The ifs and what's and may have beens
Is something that always haunts
No one understands it,
No one but me,
Some wounds are on the surface
But some, you can not see.
