Fading Away

I wonder if I just fade away would anyone notice? My family don't even care, they say to leave and not come back, and all they do is put me down. I bet if I fade away things would be much better. I sometimes think that it would be better off without me here. I feel that I am a "Bother" to my own famiy. I feel unwanted and that they want me to fade away. Do they not like me for me or do they just hate the person I have become. Maybe I should just fade away forever and maybe things will be better off for them.
~Fading Away~</3