I can't let go

by Burningdaisy13   Dec 12, 2013


How can I let go of someone I love, because they are in love with someone else?
My mind is swirling with thoughts of you.
My chest burns, with all I have been through.
When you're with her, the one you love.
I close my eyes and pray to the one up above.
That you wouldn't fall for her.
How can I live with who I am?
I sit on my pillow, make a fist, and take a slam.
I look at you, my chest starts hurting.
While you just went and kept on flirting.
My thoughts started to race, with how I can die.
While you went and told a lie.
When she comes around, your smile seems to light up the world.
Which made my stomach be twirled.
The way you act when she's around, says a billion things.
My heart knows and starts to sting.
When you look at her, my head starts to ache.
I guess secretly loving you was a mistake.
I regret being jealous of you.
It seems crazy that you never knew.
My dreams seem so lovely, and then turn to nightmares.
Where you went and shot me with an arrow.
That arrow was full of disaster.
I went and ran faster.
In the bright light, I see your wedding.
I don't seem to know where I'm heading.
Everyone I know is sitting all around, with joy in their faces.
I look around, and all I see are vases.
Then I see you, looking all sophisticated in a tux.
I look up and strangely see flying ducks.
You're holding her hand, saying your vows.
The audience is all saying wow.
A tear comes down my cheek, afraid to lose you.
While she holds her bouquet, all pretty in blue.
I scream: No! Don't marry her, I love you!!!
You turn around, saying: Who....?!
I run to you with a desire to embrace.
Your face turned to disgust, as if your memory was erased.
And shot an arrow in my heart, where my life began to bleed.
But all I think is you; you're all that I need.
Laughter burst from all around, exploding in sounds of joy.
I thought, how could I have fell for that deceitful boy.
I woke up, with a plea and a scream.
It seemed just all too extreme.
I know that time is running short, tick tock.
Life for me, just seems to mock.
How can I let go of someone who is in love with someone else?
I can't seem to, and all I can hear are wedding bells...

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