Are we just the thrill of the chase?

We have never been so close
Yet still we are so far

Sometimes I have faith in us; and
Other times I'm not too sure.
At times I struggle to see it,
I don't know what I'm waiting for.

The longer the time we stay apart
The more I wonder if this will last

I wait and wait until I see you again,
I'm hoping you haven't changed your mind,
And then I feel it's still the same,
But yet again it's just not our time.

We leave again to wait it out,
I go crazy trying to understand you
But then I find myself feeling numb again
But as always I will wait for you

We play these games through and through
We hurt each other yet stay true

We hide out and pretend that no one knows
We think for a moment that everyone is fooled
And then reality hits me once again
I'm the fool who thinks it wont end

The night is over and our time is up
We go our separate ways home
I smile as I sleep that night
Then when I awake I wait for the phone

You never call and you never text
I question it in so much depth
I wonder if I'm hopelessly waiting
I wonder if I'll be waiting to death

What can I do if I can't hold hope?
Or will the hope just send me crazy
Questioning how real our love is
Waiting on a maybe

We are now closer than ever before
But are we ready to start that war?