I'm so hurt

I'm so hurt!
I thought it was done.
Here is this girl,
He won't leave alone
A friend she is,
As he always says
Can't even admit,
How his heart beats,
For her and not me.
What is even worse,
We are expecting a girl.
Emotions seem to run,
To yell is all I want.
How dumb could I be?
To actually think,
His heart beats for me.
I'm so hurt