I Must Be Insane

Of all the times
I've curled into a ball
sobbing my eyes out over you,
I still think giving you another chance
is a good idea.

Have I lost my mind?
Have I forgotten the pain?

When it comes to you,
my mind is foggy
and I'm left clueless
with no idea
what's up and what's down,
what's right what's wrong,
and what's good for me and what will destroy me.

I don't know that you won't hurt me,
I don't know if this will work out,
all I know is that I miss you
despite how I shouldn't.

Despite how much you hurt me,
I still love you.