First Love

You go in thinking this is just for fun
Thinking you have control over it all
Then you look at his smile and you're done
So around your heart you build a great wall

But even a great wall has its weak point
And with you the wall came crumbling down
I could only hope, you wouldn't disappoint
And I could only hope I wouldn't drown

But your wall stayed up, not matter what I did
I gave you anything and everything
Maybe it was something that I had said?
Maybe I didn't give you anything.

I wonder, was it too much or not enough?
Either way I am done calling your bluff.
-Kelsey M