Nothing but a let down

I'm finally at the point
where I cannot take it anymore
I cannot fight it anymore
...I cannot go on anymore

I've sacrificed everything
I chose you from all the rest
thought I could change your answer
but I will always be nothing to you but just like the rest.

I made myself look like a fool
I gave up on a lot of things for you
I let my guards down
Just to be nothing but a let down.

I am literally and emotionally breaking inside
I'm numb, hurt, in pain
but you don't notice it
I truly am going insane.

I love you so much
I really don't understand what else to do
I gave you my hundred and ten percent
but I guess I'll never be good enough for you.

Many times I tried
Many times I've lied
but all the memories keeps coming back
I just wish I had died.

You mean so much to me
words cannot comply or comprehend
but what am I suppose to do
When you will never love me as much as I love you.

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M.IOKEPA.K : February 17, 2014 @ 9:46pm