Dead Inside

Why is it so dark,
Is this just the start,
Why is it so cold,
I'm not even that old,
Why did I have to die,
Couldn't we have tried,
Why did I die inside,
Oh.....wait it was him,
My love,
Now I look down to him from above,
Should I be up here,
Wait....I should be down,
Like a frown,
I died inside from a shattered heart,
Please just let it be the start,
We can work through this,
Please don't let me go,
Don't let me go down this path,
Please say we are going to last,
Let's not look back on this past,
My heart is like glass,
Just please oh please let us last,
I love you every second of the day,
And that will never fade away,
Please let this last,
I don't want you only in my past,
Please,I beg,let this last.