Only in my dreams

Only in my dreams....

Only in my dreams will I be able to hold you, kiss you, touch you and actually be with you. Only in my dreams will I be able to fall in love with you, only in my dreams will I be able to be yours and you mine - so for now you will continue to be only in my dreams.

Dreams are a place where my secrets can only be mine, my thoughts are mine and my actions are never judged or have consequences. Dreams are my escape from reality - Dreams are where I go to see you.

Last night I had a dream about you, you were lying next to me - nothing happend just had and felt your vibrations next to me - it was nice, it felt real, it felt normal. she was there, she asked why and what and how - I had to explain to her that it was nothing - because it was nothing, well to you it was - to me it was something - something that I knew i wanted - something that we both had spoken about before.

I catch my self day dreaming from time to time and I see your face, I see your smile that captivates me, captivates my inner being, when you tell me I have a beautiful soul and smile and that I must not give it up for you or the world - I never was Going give it up - because when you are around all I wanted to do was show you, hoping it would captivate you like yours did me. So that's where I will go to be captivated by you - in my dreams.

See you soon :-)