Losing

I don't know who I am anymore
Trapped inside this person who still loves you
Longs for you
Daydreams of you
Lost in the wreckage of this life
Trying to piece myself together
Unsure of how to let you go
Rip you from my heart
Yet keep you safe, inside my head
Happy memories
That make bad days better
Or some days, worse
Memories of those eyes
The taste of those sweet lips
Smoothness of your warm skin
The love found in your innocent smile
Every piece of me feels tied to you
Tied and sinking
Drowning
Struggling to breathe and live
As you fight to break free
Both of us battling love and hate
Hurt and loss
Loneliness and defeat
I don't know who I am anymore
Where I belong
What I deserve
All I need is you
All you want is silence
And my mind is too loud for that