This lie has become a part of me. For months now I been playing this game, acting like it doesn't hurt me everytime I hear his name.
Ignoring the feeling inside of me Pretending Ive moved on, as if everthing I have as felt for him is suddenly now gone.
Spending each and everyday carrying on fake smiles and laughs, burring every single memory and avoiding our photographs.
But last night when I saw you with her, after I left. I had to pause for a moment to wipe my eyes and catch my breath.
Suddenly it hit me hard as my tears once again started to flow, that even after all the hurt its been hard trying to let you go.
