She ran

I run through the damp Nite grass.. hoping this overwhelming panic will pass. Faster.. losing breath now.. I slow myself down, panting the word "how". How did I let myself get this blind? Why every corner I turn on There's something to remind? Crickets fill the Sweet night air.. a familiar calming fell over me.. calming and rare. The childhood flashes blinked in my mind.. back when my soul was naturally divine. The people and time come and go... the memories are planted, and Left there to grow. Is it all just a melted dream? Because you know Nothing is ever as it seems. The night seemed to pause in an endless stop of time.. It's that kind of feeling you can't really define .. the wind whirls the leaves..they gently russle high up in the trees. I want to stay here trapped in these memories..
The other world has brought me to my knee's. Society, I try to flee..
I'M the only one stopping me.