When you think your not missed

Laying quietly missing you again flash backs of all the good and bad times laughing and crying at the memories no matter what has happened even when your around me I miss you you've always brought me to the edge of what I can possibly feel about anyone no matter how much it's scared me how much I care and try and hide my feelings like I've always done you've filled the silence that screams what I've done wrong that haunts me when I crash you've always made it easier no matter how agonizing the pain was no matter how much I can't forgive myself for making it harder you still love me being myself no matter how sad or happy you see threw my lies and know when I need help even when I don't want to be a burden you've brought me out of my dark soul and brought me above the clouds no matter how much we may fight now or in the future you'll always be missed by me