Back to Square One

To think I was happy again
to think I found the one
to think there will be no pain
to think this will be the end of my sorrows

I've never felt pain for awhile
I was not missing it at all
but how could this happen
how could you let me fall

I did everything for you
I fought for you
I stayed around for you
and this is the way you treat me.

This pain is killing me
It's killing me slowly
I give up
I am done

I am back to square one
back to the bad habits
something I thought
I'll never do again

The pain is eating me alive
I cannot stress no more
I can't stand this lie
I just want to die

Here comes the rescue
to all of my pains
My blade is back
and it's ready to do damage

The blood runs down my wrist
I am slowly fading away
Happy to not feel any pain
just tears rolling down my eyes

One day
he will realize
that the girl he mistreated
will no longer be around

Good-bye to my pain
to my sorrows
to sadness
and to my life.

06.05.15 | 12:32am