You've made the decision for both of us.
No more
We aren't anything anymore
But we're we ever?
I'm not sure
Looking back on it
I'm not sure
I felt something,
I'm not sure what it was.
I'm not upset
I'm
Not hurt
I am ultimately disappointed
I am disappointed in myself for leaving my heart out
I would leave it on the floor of your apartment
Every night we would spend in eachother's arms
With every nail I used to tear down your back in pleasure and each second your lips grazed my body
I would leave more of my heart out
Now I'm sitting here
Knowing I may never get the pleasure of feeling you so close to me again.
Is this pain?
Is it heartache
I believe it may be the painful feeling of acceptance of a heartbreak that should have never occurred.
