MMM, MMM, MMHH...

If you died today, i wouldn't be sad: Its not that i hate you, I'm just mad.

How could allow mew to love you when you were taken all along? You let me think you were mine and for that, boy were you wrong.

I wouldn't do a person like that, knowing the pain it could cause; i should've known something was up when i started seeing flaws

But you were with me all the time, every night and day; I met your Mom and family, we kicked it for the holidays!

Where did she come from? Who is she anyway? What do you mean she's having your baby?

Tell me you're not serious and that this is just a joke; what am i supposed to do? How am i supposed to cope?

OHHH someone help me, anyone please, I been shot down in heartbreak and fallen to my knees!

My chest is caving in, i need my asthma pump, i can't breathe; this has to be a dream, someone come wake me please!

Why baby? Why me? I'm drowning in puddles of tears literally!

This can't be real, this is too insane; How could you be so evil, have you no shame?

You do this to me right around Christmas time; I feel like I've died, man I'm losing my mind!

What do you have to say? What are you going to do? You do plan to tell her about me and you..right?

You look down in awe, and then out into space, you're not even man enough to look me in my face.

You are so elfin heartless, and that girl is dumb to think, that you've been faithful, after being with me for weeks!

I want to scream, curse, and hit you with a bat, but I'm a woman of class and far better than that.

I can't finish this letter, because I'm hurting so bad; But I swear I wouldn't cry if died, i don't hate you, I'm just mad...

Shina Michelle