Him

I've known you for 3 years and no matter how hard i try i cant have you.
I love seeing your name pop up on my phone. I turn vibrant red.
You're my best friend.

I get butterflies every time we dance.
I love when you lay your head on mine in the middle of George Straits' The Chair.
I never want that to end. I wanna be in your arms taking life in.

That night you came to my house on our three year you said you loved me,
and every time you say it I always say it back.
That night I held on to your dog tags until I fell asleep.
That was the safest I've ever felt. Ever.
We talked about how you never wanted to let me go. I never wanted you to.
I fell for you a long time ago and i just never got the chance with you.
I want that chance.

I know you care about me a lot, enough to only want me for yourself.
I just hope our time is soon. I will be here for you forever no matter what.
I've fallen hard.
i just wish you knew.