Writers really do feel too much too often; that is without doubt our biggest problem. But it is that same drawback that is also our gift. Every film is felt more, every story touches you more and every song you hear effects you a little bit differently than the "others". And there really is nothing wrong with being sensitive, as that is what gives a writer love, as you so rightly say.
This is a great piece of writing that I'm sure most on this site will nod along to. My only advice is "...you hit me in gut" should be "you hit me in the gut".
Well done and all the best,
Ben

I get that, Yakari - you have an idea and you just need to get it out there, and sometimes your words just tumble over each other!
Light received and have some back!
Take care,
Ben

I have to agree with everything Ben says here.
It's a double edged sword that afflicts folk such as us.
All I can say is keep writing girl!!
Well penned Yakeri!