Gel, I know exactly what this is about so obviously will not say but its such a sad piece. When we are scared of rejection we pull back and this I can relate to right now..

How can I avoid you
if I love talking with You?
how can I get rid of you
if I found myself falling again into you?
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Answer is you can't because it will hold on to us for dear life.. Clinging to us like a bad smell until we bite the bullet (you know as I said)

I always ignore it, but it's useless
I'm almost over you and I'm helpless
you're inside my heart, controls my mind and my soul
how can you change my feeling
you turn my world again in just one wink
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You can try and try and try to get over someone you love but truth is it will never happen no matter if that person hurt us we will still be a sucker for what they did for us even if (in my opinion) they took everything good we had and made it bad.

How could you ruin my life
can't get you out of my mind
grrrr......! I hate myself
coz now, how can I avoid someone I love?
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Do not hate yourself for loving someone you shouldn't or that you feel will not love you.
I have been there many times with unrequited love and it stinks but never feel bad about giving our heart to someone, they should feel bad in not taking it in the first place.

All the best Gel and I hope you take my advice sweet girl. Em

Like Em, I know what this relates to and these scenarios are always hard. I'm sure Em has some sound advice so try and listen and take care of yourself, Gel.

Ben

Don't you dare leave us!!!

I like this one.

Ya! certain things happens when we humans fall in love. A lot of emotions and feelings for the lover started to come in our mind. This is love.
Love is beautiful thing, more sweeter than honey.

Very nice poem.

Small free verse poem - My definition of love
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Crush is always so energetic,
Courageous, close and full of belief,
It's beyond of all kind of emotions.
Some even waits for their love to return,
That proves how strong the emotions of crush are.
It's a part of everyone vitality.
It's a domain where we feel more alive.
It's a sea of pureness;
In which all wishes to sink very deep.

- Augustus Black

Thank you so much. Well, no I don't have any crush now, *redness on my cheeks*
Ya! study is very vital first.

Thanks again