Hi and welcome to P&Qs.
I think this is a very thought provoking first piece by you and don't understand the low vote because there's a lot to think about here. The last stanza was my favourite.
Em

I'm in love with that simple line "If Only" and you made me more in love with that... This piece of yours really rocks...

If only I was a dreamer
Then everything would be so true
If only I was a maker
Then I could learn how to sew
^^^^

powerful stanza. ..

Welcome to On
Gel