As interesting as it is, this poem holds something more deeper then what words and images are letting us see. As always you
have a way to draw the reader into your world where feelings mix and tangle with thoughts and then keep the reader in awe.

yes, you have filled me
and i have been full of pregnant doubts
for more than two hundred moons.

^^What a talented way using the words pregnant doubts
here for it shows the ambiguity-the size of it which is starting to
burn the bridge of a relationship.

Two hundred moons…this is another clever way of saying the number of months that has gone by due to this.

One verse after another is a depth filled frustration and an aching sadness that is lived by the writer day in and day out. From start
to end this poem has touched my heart…beautifully sad.