sad love

Do you love me?
Or is this just a dream?
Do you need me?
Or am i just imagining?
You never say it, but i see it in your eyes.
My fire has been lit, or maybe thats just another lie.
How do i know the difference from the past?
Can i change this again?
Is this the last?
Even though we are better than friends.
I love you more than death,
Because life is overrated.
Its almost like meth,
In the way it can be so unexpectedly jaded.
Dont get me wrong, id kill for this.
Ive been waiting for so long,
But this pain is almost not worth a kiss.